6 months out since that horrible night

I wrote this about 4 months ago......I am now a little over 6 months out. I miss Korry so much, I really don't see how I will ever be able to go thru a day without missing her tremendously.  I talk to her a lot. And night before last as I was driving home, I just cried and asked her to please be near me somehow so I would know.  That night when I was getting Jazsper ready for his bath. He looked at me smiled that sweet smile that reminds me so much of Korry and said "Hiiiiiiii!" I hugged him so tight and told Korry thank you! Jazsper never says it like that, and Korry always did.
Kelsey struggles and it is so hard for her. she called last weekend in tears Saturday morning. She had been stocking shampoo and came across the one Korry used for a while, and when she opened the box, one was broken and the smell caught her off guard. It reminded her so much of Korry. Then a couple songs played that they had listened to together. She misses Korry so much. Korry was a sister, mother, best friend to Kelsey. She was so sad because she never told Korry how much she loved her and appreciated her. And that there were so many positive things in her life right now that she wants to share with Korry and she cant. That is what breaks Kelsey's heart. I understand that so much. I told Kelsey to call me anytime, because the grieving is important, and she needs to let it out when it hits her.