Recovery Never Really Happens
It is that time of year again. So many triggers for some reason. The football team was doing a fundraiser dinner at Logan's. That is the restaurant Korry worked at. I have not set foot in one since she was killed in the car accident. Jazsper has a haircut appointment on the 29th. I usually don't plan anything for that day, but we are friends with his barber, and she has moved her shop to her home and she has livestock that I think Jazsper would enjoy, so that is a convenient day for her, so I went ahead and booked it. This will be 8 years end of next week. I still miss her so much. There are so many times I just want to cry. I imagine it will be like this for the rest of my life. She was such a good daughter and mother. So many times I wish I could call her and talk to her. I thought as time went by, that perhaps this wouldn't happen so much, but I was wrong. I miss her as much today as I did 8 years ago.