I haven't been down to Korry's cross at the accident site since her birthday. I have done nothing to care for the overgrown grass that I am sure is around it. Since I never drive past it any more, I don't see how bad it is. I think of it alot, it is not an "out of sight, out of mind" situation. It is just a busy, and being tired situation.

I am doing same as always. I miss Korry. I cry sometimes and I wish she were here in this life with us. All that is the same. I think going forward, I am going to transition somewhat into more of a blog about Jazsper and how he is doing with this. What comes up in his life. 

He is in 5th grade now and is 10 1/2. He started intermediate school this year, so that was an exciting change for him. He really likes the "big kid" school and has aged and grown over night. He is learning more about technology and that you can look up people  on Google. haha. He likes to know about the actors in his kid shows, ball players, etc. I guess while he was at summer day camp he and a friend looked up their own names. His name pulled up Korry's obituary and memory video. So I guess he and his friend watched the video of pictures. I don't think it made him sad. I think he found some comfort in it. Which was nice. 

One of the hardest things for Jazsper is being an only child. Yes, he has half brothers and sister, but none that live here with him. He so much wants siblings, and it is so hard, because I know Korry would have had more kids, given the opportunity. He wants so badly for kids to play with. I have not known a child with such a strong desire to have friends. I wonder if somehow it is related to the loss of his mom, and he just wants to have attachments, or if it is just normal kid behavior. I am not sure. 

I just felt a need to connect to this blog today.