Almost 5 months

As I mentioned in my first post, the last thing Korry and I talked about on the phone and the last words I heard her say were regarding potty training the boys. I almost lost it completely yesterday when Kelsey called me at work telling me that Dominick had gone in the potty. All night I waited for the call with the bad news..., my anxiety was off the charts. I was so glad this morning when Kelsey text me and I knew she was still ok.... Funny how things will sneak up on you like that. It was like the night I heard the Volunteer Fire Dept take off about the same time Kelsey should have been getting home from work. Text her once, no answer. Text her twice, no answer. So of course I called her sobbing waiting for her to answer, and she did. She was late leaving work because she couldn't find her car keys.. Thank goodness she understands. Coming home from work a few a week ago there was a bad accident on the road, and the road was closed and I had to detour around. It was only about 3 miles to her house, but every breath was labored because I knew she had been down that road a little while before me, and I worried til I saw her car in the driveway. As much as I hate her being in North Dakota, when the fire trucks took off 3 nights ago, I didn't panic and start crying. I let out a big breath and thought "its not my child this time" but I did stop and say a prayer for the family of whomever they were responding to.