Grieving Mother.. the journey through Life after my Daughter died

 It is that time of year again. So many triggers for some reason. The football team was doing a fundraiser dinner at Logan's. That is the restaurant Korry worked at. I have not set foot in one since she was killed in the car accident. Jazsper has a haircut appointment on the 29th. I usually don't plan anything for that day, but we are friends with his barber, and she has moved her shop to her home and she has livestock that I think Jazsper would enjoy, so that is a convenient day for her, so I went ahead and booked it. This will be 8 years end of next week. I still miss her so much. There are so many times I just want to cry. I imagine it will be like this for the rest of my life. She was such a good daughter and mother. So many times I wish I could call her and talk to her. I thought as time went by, that perhaps this wouldn't happen so much, but I was wrong. I miss her as much today as I did 8 years ago.

 I haven't been down to Korry's cross at the accident site since her birthday. I have done nothing to care for the overgrown grass that I am sure is around it. Since I never drive past it any more, I don't see how bad it is. I think of it alot, it is not an "out of sight, out of mind" situation. It is just a busy, and being tired situation. I am doing same as always. I miss Korry. I cry sometimes and I wish she were here in this life with us. All that is the same. I think going forward, I am going to transition somewhat into more of a blog about Jazsper and how he is doing with this. What comes up in his life.  He is in 5th grade now and is 10 1/2. He started intermediate school this year, so that was an exciting change for him. He really likes the "big kid" school and has aged and grown over night. He is learning more about technology and that you can look up people  on Google. haha. He likes to know about the actors in his kid shows, ball players, etc....