Jazsper feeling his loss
It finally hit last night. I don’t know what happened to trigger it, but Jazsper had a total melt down. I had stepped outside to check the barbecue and when I went to open the door to go back in, Jazsper was opening it also, completely in tears. I honestly thought he was severely hurt. As I picked him up and asked what was wrong, all he could get out was “I miss my momma”. Talk about a heart break. He cried for a good 5-10 minutes. I just sat and held him in the rocker and rocked. He finally started to calm down, but he was so clingy. He didn’t want to sit in his chair for dinner, he wanted to be in my lap. He NEVER does that. He sat during dinner with his hand on me. Most unusual behavior. He has not had a real meltdown ever, since Korry was killed. He couldn’t pin point what started the tears. He had had a good day at school, and after school with papa. He just all of a sudden started to miss his momma. I have no idea what happened to start this. I spoke with a ch...