Grief Compounded 10/15/16
It is still continuing to be rough. I know it is just the time of year with Korry’s Angelverssary on Oct 29 th , but it is rough this year. Jazsper seems to be really struggling for some reason the past month, and all I can think is his brain some how knows… It double intensifies the loss knowing that he is feeling it too. And I just am on the verge of tears constantly. I really wish my husband understood this. I just can’t handle a lot right now, and minimal irritants really bug me. I am so thankful for the support and understanding I get from my friends and therapist! I would go nuts with out them. especially my friend Karen. She made me feel a lot better when I was having a break down that its different for me rather than most people with child loss, because I am raising the child. I cant get busy and put it on the back burner of my mind. it is always front and center. And then when he starts missing, I miss even worse. I just cant believe how rough a time I...