Interestingly, as I feel like I am learning to adapt to life without Korry, other obstacles affect me more deeply. I cling to my family members, and get broken hearted when something goes astray. Kelsey is coming for a visit in December. I was going to watch my other adorable grandson while she was here. Let him stay with me, and let her do what she needed to do. Her twit of a husband has decided he needs to spend more time with them and his family. It breaks my heart. I wish Kelsey would stand up for me and Jazsper for that matter. I cried when she told me. So I find myself building a wall to block out emotions toward her and Dominick. I feel like I don't want to get too close and be hurt again. I find myself not making efforts and when I do she is very short answered. I have noticed I don't care as strongly for my family members as I used to. I don't worry about them, don't try to stay involved. Life with out Korry really sucks. I worry so much that I wil...