1 Year
Well, 1 year has passed. I know it sounds odd to say, but I am so SAD. I dont have nearly the tears I did before, it just seems to sadden me, more, in a different sort of way. The floating lanterns were wonderful. It was such a sweet group of kids, well they really aren't kids. they are mostly in their 20's, I would guess. I took Jaz and they were all amazed at how much he had grown. He seemed to be doing fine and was drawing and smiling. But when we got home, I realized how much it bothered him. He pitched a fit from hell. I realized at that point that it was just too much for him. He had never been to the restaurant when Korry wasn't there. I realized how hard it was for me to look around at the cars and restaurant, for the same reason. I think I just pretty much blanked it all out, but Jaz wasn't able to do that... Last week was very draining. emotionally and physically. I know that is part of grief, but it doesn't make it any easier. I just feel like I want to ...