Still Shaky
I could not believe the fear I had taking Jazsper to school today. He was fine of course, but just the thought. Very few people are truly sympathetic of the panic that set in with me. I don't mean sympathetic in the sense of "poor me" but sympathetic in the sense of they get it. They understand why I am such a wreck over this. I know it was a prank of some sort. But still. I know the kids were safe when we were notified. But still. Jazsper is part of Korry, and Korry is forever gone to this earth. If something were to happen to Jazsper, it would be unbearable. And things like this do happen. In good areas, with no warning. As far as I can tell, the schools that have had shootings, are not in ghettos. The shooter is not from a lower class family. They are from regular homes like ours. The schools are regular schools like ours. I will never take it for granted again that he is safe at school. I will now always worry. At least it feels like it at this point. As always ...