Grieving Mother.. the journey through Life after my Daughter died

Jazsper had his birthday on Feb 24. He was sick with the flu. But he did ok. He is now 6yrs old. He has lived with me more than he lived with Korry. Wow, that is so amazing. It seems crazy to think about it. It's just an odd thought. Since he was sick on his birthday, we had to postpone his party, so he had it this past weekend. It was a lot of fun. We had family, kids from school, parents. It was really great.  I am so glad we are able to do fun stuff with him. It was at a tumbling gym. they had tramp pads, big blow up slide and jumper, foam pit. Lots of fun stuff. the kids ran around and around it was so nice. I haven't planned parties in so long. It was a little stressful hostessing it as "momma" but it went really well. Jazsper is such a sweet boy. He got a phone call from his brother cypress yesterday. I am glad they keep in touch. his cousin gregory, text asking if i could send some pics of Jazsper because he was missing him. It is so sad sometimes. It finally...

Driving home tonight, I came upon an accident that had just happened. When I stopped and asked if they needed help, the people just sorta shrugged their shoulders not knowing. They were carrying someone from a car to the grass. I had to pull over and help. There were two little kids, a boy 4 and a girl 8. They were fine just scared. The little girl complained of her chest hurting, so I asked her if I could look. She just had rash from the seat belt. But it hurt real bad. The little boy said his tummy hurt, and there were no marks there and it didn't seem to be tender at all, and after a few minutes he said nothing hurt. The father came over and checked on them but was busy worrying about his wife. I never did make it over to that side of the intersection to see how she was. The father wouldn't tell me in front of his kids how she was. I was petrified. All the memories of Korry and her accident came back to me. She was already dead when they got her from the car, but I know ther...