TRACKS OF MY TEARS
I wonder if people can see the tracks of my tears today. Trying to close Korry's estate has brought all the sadness back. It seems like it's one thing after another. I fired my attorney, since he wasn't doing anything and I was doing the filing and petitioning. It just hurts so bad all over again.I watch the video from the night of the accident again, read the articles again, and I am obsessing with it again. I had gotten to where this was on the back burner of my mind and held in check and not let loose except at certain times when I knew it was okay. I have seen a couple accidents that were bad over the last few days. I say a prayer of comfort and peace to those involved. And pray that they don't have to go through what I am going through. I miss my daughter so much. I miss her smile, I miss her laugh, I miss watching her Jaz. I miss her passion for her friends, for her art, and the happiness she was beginning to achieve. Sometime when I'm holding Jaz, it make...